He MaDe Me rEaLiZe tHe TrUtH
Thursday 1st May
WaT i'M rEaLLy WoRtH
Thanxs to yooh i finallh realized what i am truely worth.absolutely nothing.i am worth shit.i am nothing to anybody and its all my fault.i might as well die because no one would give a shit.when yooh look at me i can see the disgust on your face.yooh make me feel like i'm better off dead.yooh wanna take my daughter away from me and i know that you will.yooh hate me that much.sad to say this but i give up fighting and i give in.i know that this will disappoint everyone that told me that am worth much more than yooh make me feel.but apparently they were wrong.yooh made me realize that i am good for nothing.i am stupid,ignorant, and a lot of other things that i didn't want to believe. sometimes i can't even stand to look at myself in the mirror.i know that they say that a man should never hit a woman,but you're right i deserve it.i deserve everytime you hit,everytime you try to choke me,and every name that you call me while your doing it.i'm not like other girls,i actually deserve wat yooh do to me.and everyone knows it.thats why no one tries to stop yooh.they just walk right on by or pretend that they don't know whats going on.that why no one says anything to yooh,because they know that i deserve it.i am nothing but shit and its okay that you treat me like it.i give up and i finally believe yooh that i am nothing but shit.so the next time that yooh come at me im not even going to fight yooh,because i deserve it.
Created by: Taylor Ader on Thursday 1st May 2008, 10:56:42pmComments (1)
(1)
